"Out of Order"

Hooray! I've finally received my order of G.A. pamphlets, etc. Impatience was taking over as I waited for my recovery artillery to arrive. As if working the steps of the program is a new obsession, I cannot surround myself with enough helpful information. I checked out a couple books from the local library. I doubt that I'll ever read either book. I'm not much of a reader. I struggle enough to find the ambition to complete readings for my college classes.

My gambling problem began in high school. Throughout my senior year and even before that, absolutely nothing could get me from "out of order" to working again. I attended class and had every intention to complete the assignments, but something was missing. Out of the classroom, I was a person overcome with impulsiveness- addiction. With something like a 2.0 grade point average as a senior, i earned a cumulative 3.5 for four years. I lost my spark and with it my inspiration. I was accepted at a state university, but I did not attend. I now study to earn an accounting degree online.

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