To Thine Own Self Be True

My Gamblers Anonymous group is small, but our contributions keep our tote full of books and pamphlets. I took it upon myself to order the next batch of materials that were needed. (Order your G.A. materials here, Gamblers Anonymous' Online Ordering System.) Our group's funds are mysteriously unaccounted for, but I know the group will pay me back. Besides, without the group, I wouldn't have money of my own to make the purchase.

I don't think the Online Ordering System still offers the coins like my group gives its members for not gambling. I have the 24 Hours coin. It's not the 30 Days coin, but it still means as much. Where a penny reads "In God We Trust," this coin says "To Thine Own Self Be True." The reverse side displays the serenity prayer.

Since my first meeting, I have successfully reached the 30 Day mark without gambling. It's a small success, and it seems even smaller when I look toward the coming years. One day at a time, working the steps, I will be changing my life.