Making a Big Deal out of Something

Wow. I just read my last post from over a year ago. That interview went well, by the way. I am well. I am working. Most importantly, I am finally back in the CLASSROOM! All of these things are big things. Call them rewards, results, or pure luck. I gladly accept my Higher Power's will.

I cannot maintain these highs alone; nor can I reasonably expect a smooth ride. At the very least, I need meetings. I need constant contact with my HP. How else can I manage? I can't.

I apologize to myself, to those I haven't reached, and to a fellow gambler who was counting on me for a ride this weekend. I won't make it to the GA conference in Chicago this weekend as I had hoped, planned, promised.

Am I worried? No. This present situation will have a definite end. Recovery has shown me how to let go and how to improve "things I cannot change" without being "in the middle arranging all the outcomes." [: insert GRATITUDE :]. (Speaking of gratitude)

I'll keep in touch.